The righteousness of the upright delivers them, but the unfaithful are trapped by evil desires.
Proverbs 11:6
The choices we make in life, even the insignificant ones, tell us about what we really desire. They could be as simple as our taste in clothes, or as important as our feelings towards other people. Our choices can also reveal my need for God. I continually do things that I know I shouldn't and don't want to do.
Like Paul in Romans 7, I don what I don't want to do, and don't do what I want to do. Only Jesus can set me free from this inability. And it is not just a matter of obedience. Even as he sets me free, I must be reminded of the gravity of my choices. In my toughest sins and most repeatable temptations, I give God clear answers to his tests of me.
Lord, I know I have repeatedly chosen passing sin over Fellowship with you. Please give me the strength to choose you every time. Remind me of my true desires, and let my actions reflect them. Amen